The ones where you can just sit down with one of your close friends and completely spill out your thoughts/feelings. Like how you’re doing, what may be currently bothering you, what’s stressing you out, etc. And the best part, getting feedback or advice from that person you’re talking to that might actually understand what you’re going through. It makes me feel less alone, and happier that I don’t have to keep bottling up all of my emotions.
One that you will never know. A story that you would never understand, never know the feeling of, nor know what it was like to have experienced it. So before going off on someone, judging them, and trying to make them feel bad about themselves, think first. You don’t know what they’ve been through. A smile already hides a lot.
I feel so mean knowing that I don't want to be around you...
But that’s just how I feel about it. I can’t help that I hate the way you treat me like I can still be your friend. I don’t know how you can even trust me after all the crap we went through. To be honest, I wish you decided at the time to get mad and not speak to me again. So I don’t have to see your face or hear the stupid way you talk. When you’re there, it becomes overwhelmingly awkward and uncomfortable. Because I start to remember the past, things I don’t want to remember. It’s not your fault really, and I would tell you like an honest person, but I can’t exactly risk breaking your heart again now, can I? Save yourself the trouble when you figure it out, and understand that even now, I betray you.